Monday, June 1, 2009

I can't believe it.

I hate how our fights always turn out fine in the end.... I always find someway to forgive you. I guess that's what it means when they say sisters can never stay mad at each other forever. But you should know that your words do hurt. But my wall is getting stronger with every word you say. Every word strengthens my walls, but these walls aren't my protection anymore. They're starting to come back and affecting me as a person.

I'm realizing that I'm changing. I'm not who I used to be. As a matter of fact, I've never known who I truly am and is at lost for what words to pick. However this "me" people see me as is starting to mold my character. I'm lost. What am I? and who am I? Things are getting to the edge of the cliff. Do I jump? Will someone save me in the end? Or will I be covered with a bed of rocks and left to live in my shell?

Why do I gossip so much? SHIT.

It's been a stressful month.

GOAL 1 - Stop swearing.

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