ending and beginningg

Well Cameron House ended about...a week ago and I miss it terribly. I can't help but want to show off to people that HEY. I GO TO CAMERON HOUSE. I know people around me are getting a little annoyed and agitated but I love it so much I can't help but do it. I spent HECKA money over Cameron House too. Probably over $100 :P All worth it.
Anyways Cameron House isn't ALL over. There's still Club :] and we're gonna have reunions.

Haha. Not to mention...SUMMER SERVICE. That was the craziest thing ever. We played Truth or Dare to the EXTREME, the food was amazing, AND the DANCING. The dancing wasn't all that fun...it was even worse than a Wash Dance. :P But it was pretty fun :]

Alright. Back to SCHOOL. I got my schedule and I've got to say...I don't like it. But I want to give it a try. I posted my schedule up on my Facebook status and a Junior commented on my status and said she was in my Chem and Adv. Algebra class. Oh Man. That means I have to share classes with upperclassmen... I am really nervous and intimated by upperclassmen, since I have...a little low self esteem. I'm going to try to switch my 1st with my 2nd and see if that's possible if not, I'm going to suck it up.

Tomorrow... or should I say today xD I'm hanging out w/ Wendy. I'll post more and in detail when I get back haha. at........7-8 PM. TTYL

angie!! <3

So my cousin from Okinawa, Japan slept over at my place yesterday x] It was really fun because we ordered pizza, cheesecake, garlic bread, AND watched CSI ON DEMAND. YAH BABY.

I love my aunt too, she's so caring and knows what it's like to be a teenager. my gosh.

Anyways, we woke up at different times but it was still cool. We went to CT, JT, and CT again XDD.

Random blurb again, since I suck at blogging xD

Event List (so far, or to come)

1) TRANSFORMERS II
2) OG tomorrow and Tuesday.
3) Practice on Thursday
4) Triathalon on Sat.

almost thereee

Aha! I finally have time to chill on the comp x.x My kids are so cuteee but they misbehave so much. Anyways, tomorrow is Open House and I'm a little scared. I hope none of the parents ask about their kids because I honestly don't know what to answer. Not to mention I have Official Greetings to do in the morning.

Overnight next Tuesday and Wednesday and I'm excited too :]

But I really want to hangout this Friday because I'm off that day! Anyone up for Transformers before 12?

I saw Chu today in CT ;] I screamed "Chu!" but I bet you her ears were plugged.

Just a random blurb. Peace out yo.

cameron house and party.

Wow. Cameron House. This week has been a blur. This week is training week, and I have to admit, it's not that bad. I actually quite like it here. However on the first day of official training I felt like shit. Here's a basis of how it's like.

First I was placed in a group called "Solid Ground" which is for leaders (volunteers) who are leading middle schoolers. Me and Wendy were placed in this group and I was really excited, until I found out there are departments within Solid Ground. So I was placed in the 6th grade dept. while Wendy was put into the 8th grade dept. :[ I know I need to grow up and not depend on everything to be placed my way but I felt really bad. The people within my dept are pretty cool, but I felt really intimidated by certain people. I felt like quitting because I hated it. But I stayed because I knew Wendy wouldn't want me to leave. So I stayed. So far I don't regret it because everyone is getting closer and knowing each other better, but I wonder how it'll be later on.

So I went to Jenny Lee's b-day party after training finally ended. It was really fun catching up with people I haven't talked to in such a long time :]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOANNE AND JENNY <3

SUMMER...

...is getting boring already -.- goshers. If I were to spend my summer like these past two days, I think I'd kill myself. Good thing I actually have something to do. haha. So a recap of the past few days include...

CSI marathons
computer
cleaning
coughing
reading
eating
sleeping

.....i'm not liking this summer yet.

worst day of this year

Ugggh. I was really looking forward today. I had everything planned out and it all got wiped out.

I woke up feeling tired at 7 o' clock. I was going to take a shower and wash my hair before going to Wendy's house. But the longer I stayed on the computer the weaker I felt. Eventually, I took a nap.

When I woke up I was so weak I could barely get up and my vision blacked out and came back. I fell recently in the backyard and I think I twisted or at least hurt my wrist in someway, but my right wrist hurt so much I couldn't even lift up my covers.

I had to cancel everything planned. and I could barely do anything except lie in bed. I haven't felt so helpless since middle school. When I get sick I mumble, twitch a lot, and cry. It was not a pretty sight. My mom and dad were freaking out because they didn't know what the heck was going on. and I refused to talk or eat in fear of throwing up. I just drank water the whole day.

It's hard to describe how I felt. Right now I feel much better, my head still hurts, but I'm good enough to get on the computer. Just to show how plans never turn out right x.x

and thanks Kelly for your gift :] it really cheered me up and surprised me <33

so busy.

GAH. Summer is finally here, but why do I feel more frustrated than I do at school I'm probably just...nervous about something -.-

Anyways, Japanese finals wasn't hard, but when I turned the page I just frowned. I didn't want to do it, I think I even groaned out loud. I wanted to cut gym so badly. BUT I STAYED FOR YOU PEOPLE. 2 of whom were late. ahem.

Drill finals.........me and carmen like failed, haha but we passed, surprisingly. I couldn't stop laughing because honestly I'd rather laugh it off than to carry it in like last time.

me and jenny swear. NO MORE VIETNAMESE FOOD. >:[ We've eaten Pho for like...3 days straight practically. -.- I'm broke.

My b-day is coming up and as usual, I'm not anticipating it. My mom asked me if I wanted cake this morning and I said no. She frowned a little, but she should know that it's been 4-5 years since I've actually wanted a cake for my b-day. I just hope I don't end up crying like every previous year.

I just read the summary for Drag Me To Hell. It sounds just like the Unborn. Plus! There's no $6 movies! I'm broke yo! Besides, I can't cut the whole day on Monday, I have to go back 6th period to get my finals and correct and wrong answers. After that DC.

I'm not ignorant. I see your reactions to things I do. and I wonder too. How did we get so far apart? Is it the classes? The clubs? The friends? Or are we just like that? I feel somewhat like a stranger to you now, aren't I? But I wish you happiness from the bottom of my heart, after all this shi* you've been through, you deserve it.

and it's definitely a breath reliever to see you two hit it off. and I'm glad. I guess that's what matters right?

Taking down day by day and step by step. We'll never know what's around the corner. Let mother fate decide our path. With our guidance, good hearts will reach good distances. There will be mountains, trees, and oceans. But we will keep on moving step by step and day by day.

I restrained myself today :] No swearing x.x